My heart as been heavy and flying lately. I have been enjoying my last semester of school even though I feel like I don't have enough time in the week to do the amount of reading and researching I really need to do. I like my new job and learning a lot, even though the past two Mondays I have cried my eyes out in the morning because I have to much to do for school. I love love love that my friends are becoming new mothers and seeing them slip into their true role in this life, even though I seem to be crying a lot lately about that too. I feel so blessed that Chris has a job, even though it's part-time, but it really really stinks not having health insurance when all you want to do is go to the doctor. I'm excited about my training for my first half marathon, which was suppose to be last year but I got runner's knee. It's at the end of this month but I can already feel my body breaking down so it can't come slow enough.
Even though I'm experiencing a little opposition right now I can't help but think of all the wonderful things going on in my life. I'm not going to lie, I have the best husband FOR ME. I was thinking about this awhile ago, there are so many wonderful husbands and men out there but there is only one for me and that's Chris. He truly is a blessing in my life. Since I work and go to school he has really taken on the role of house husband. He cleans the house all by himself, does the laundry and folds it all by himself, mows the lawn, fixes things, and even makes dinner. Just knowing those things are getting done is just a help to me.
Serving as a temple ordinance worker is another blessing. I just love the feeling of being in the temple and being able to serve those who make the sacrifice to come to the temple is so awesome. I'm excited for next week because on Friday we're doing the evening shift and then on Saturday we're doing our regular afternoon shift so it's going to be just two full days of awesomeness.
I have also noticed a lot lately at how much the Lord really loves His daughters. I just seeing examples in the Temple, through visiting teaching, the Relief Society Broadcast...there is so much love in all these examples from our Heavenly Father. I know the Savior understands and knows my troubles and it's such a blessing to know that if I just put my trust in Him I can do anything. He knows my worries and how I stress so easily, so He knows best when my turn will come to become what I really want to become.
Sorry for the rant-a-blog. I just have nothing else going on that can be remotely interesting. But to end on a good note... I'm so excited for this show to start up again...